it is very hot outside. there is a lot of sun. an my glasses were on the floor beside the bed. i find a candle to light this evening outside. an i chuck some stuff away. i take photos an think for tomorrow if it doesn’t rain i can take my duvet out an lie in the sun…i find some old suntan cream. its gluggy. creamy. its just nice. an i wait for the post to deliver one small packet of organic chocolate rice cakes…i bought some [same] coconut oil. it went into the fridge until You remind me that years ago it was left on the side an can be used for the sun…i let go of my email account, the attractive one that other computers were drawn to an their numbers came up. an this new one is totally beautiful like the other was when i began.